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God, where to start...it seems pointless for me to even try. there have been so many thoughts just careening around my head over this last week and these few days ( Read more... )

damn....another christmas, another let down ( Read more... )

I got all happy today and drew like a mad woman. I feel better. got out some stuff, just some energy maybe. quite enjoyable.

I'm in for another week and a half with family. goody. but I'll see you all soon. i'll prolly update from NJ somewhere. he he

The Wood-dollSitting in the still grass ( Read more... )

"You are beautiful and so is the world" - aladdin. that is possibly one of the kindest, most perfectly timed things anyone has ever "said" to me. I say it like that because he wrote it on my hand in half-drunkenly scrawled red pen, so as not to interupt me while I opened up to him. people may not see it in him, but he's a great person and an even ( Read more... )

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND ( Read more... )

maybe I'm not meant to have people to love. I never know how to express how I feel...when I try it always comes out wrong and my words slice them open and kill what we had. I fucking hate this. just...someone unplug me and rip the chord to shreds. no more static ( Read more... )

god...

I want to give up

but...

-x-x-x-x-

what kind of person would that make me?
what kind of friend?

if caring too much is my problem now, I'd hate to see what would happen if I just stopped...as tempting as it is.

it's sad when just trying to find hope to hang on to is hard.

people always tell me that I'm a good person, and that they love me ( Read more... )