I don't feel like updating ( Read more... )

So. Nick goes out with Bethany now. And it gets worse.

I feel great. [/sarcasm]

:(

Tonight/today...I don't know ( Read more... )

I feel so incredibly conflicted. Alarmingly enough, I'm very composed right now. Very tired and very worried that I won't be able to wake up in time for school tomorrow, but very composed. If I don't think, I'm composed ( Read more... )

Hahahahahahhha FUCK YOU Nick Duncan. Fuck you for adding insult to injury and stepping on my heart after you shattered it into a million peices. I hope you're having a good time. I love you.

I think tonight wasn't so bad. Or today at least ( Read more... )

I love Travis Person. Not a lot of people will tell me to come on over at 10 o'clock at night and be waiting for me with the garage door open standing there by the heater, and then sit with me for 2 hours while I bitch and moan and complain and cry and just talk to me. Travis did. I feel better in one sense. And in another, I just feel so much ( Read more... )

I'm so tired. I haven't slept in three days. I skipped school Monday not feeling physically sick, now I'm getting physically sick and I can't skip anymore because I've got so many absences it's ridiculous. I didn't do anything in pre cal. I tried to sleep but she wouldn't let me, which was just as well because closing my eyes meant that I went ( Read more... )

I keep bringing up my update window like I'm actually going to write something. Then I have nothing to say.

It's 8:18. I'm not at school. I'm not going...mom said she'd try to get me in to see an orthopedist this morning. Or afternoon. I don't care. I'm still going to the soccer game. I think I have to be there...when? Whatever ( Read more... )