Isnt it funny how some of your best friends are no longer your best friends? You look back on the times you shared and think to yourself "where the hell did it all go? we were supposed to be best friends forever, grow up and share memories together, forever.." but what is forever? A word in a saying " We'll be BEST friends "FOREVER" " Nothing but a ( Read more... )

Me and Juliette just took the longest walk ever. We walked from my house (over by ralphs the grocery store) to brownsvalley to see 50 and back, it was something else. We had a lot on our minds, she started by saying that everything was weird, i agreed with her telling her that i get that way too sometimes where it feels like things are just ( Read more... )

Marinating in his leftover sweat, while the reminants of you still seep through my scull ( Read more... )

THANK YOU HOLLY FOR THE CALL TO MAKE SURE I'M OK.. I LOVE YOU GIRLIE! H & T..SINCE ..HMM.. WHAT YEAR WAS 1ST GRADE?!Work was awesome yesterday!! Flirt central, it's what I do best when Im not standing at the register letting my mind wander off to old memories that mysteriously never stop making me smile. I woke up yesterday talking on the phone ( Read more... )

Wow, I just got out of the most insane conversation with one of my good friends, like some type of self discovery or something. He and I always have the deepest conversations in life and I love it =) We watched In Good Company, it was really well done. Lets see, today I woke up and wrote julie, got a late start on getting ready and ended up hanging ( Read more... )

There are many emotions running throughout my body right now. Those 2 eyes, imprinted in my mind so fresh. I think of them this very second and Ill probably see them as soon as I lay down to dream. Why cant it always be this way? It’s all that I want, to hear that laugh, see that smile and look into those eyes sitting right next to you. These ( Read more... )

The life is being sucked out of me. I just feel like screaming my head off! Work was hellish today, I hate flatbeds, bitchy ass customers,endless purchases. I am cut out for music,for writing, NOT FLAT BEDS! its so ashame that we need money for everything but I know this isnt what Im meant for. someone at work already has a thing for me and julie. ( Read more... )

Im so sober that it isnt funny but I feel high,weightless, lifeless, and withdrawn right now. I need to go to L.a, SanFrancisco, Berkley, or Davis.. those are a few of the places that I like to walk around and clear my head the most. I woke tired again! There was no need for me to even say that because thats pretty much how it always is until I get ( Read more... )

Man oh man! how am I supposed to sleep with this big of a smile on my face damn near making my heart beat out of my chest. You know what I noticed? the time on live journal is wrong sometimes because I wrote that last entry at like 1:20 something but its coming up way wrong. so i watched garden state again, right? here i am shoving my head in the ( Read more... )

I am so frustrated right now. My head is pounding. I woke up so tired, had to go to work, it was chaotic, crazy and fun all at the same time. The best part about it is that I get to do it all again in about 13 hours or so, doesnt get much better. Mike is a hottie, in fact there are a lot of hotties everywhere that julie and I have scoped out ( Read more... )