an enigma that goes unsolved

Jan 18, 2005 12:04

you try to look harder at things to find reasons. but it never works. and it will continue to not work and it will continue to not fix things or make things better. because some things cannot be repaired. the damage is done and thats it, nothing to do but move the fuck on and get the hell over it. and that sucks. of course it sucks. but life sucks ( Read more... )

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ninjaxpirate January 18 2005, 18:27:37 UTC
its funny how you say that its pissing you off that people call you gay, and then you say "i want intimacy, love, romance (god im gay)"...haha. you fag.

j/k! <3

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boys_heart_bj January 18 2005, 20:41:47 UTC
awesome soundtrack.

*pats back*
life goes on.

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double_mikey January 19 2005, 01:15:51 UTC
i love how you are telling me how to be happy now lol...gosh the irony. and trust me Matt, im trying...i think once i get the fuck out of here, things will get better.

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amielaserbeam January 18 2005, 22:43:00 UTC

godmoney said it perfectly.
Mikey, you're a good kid. You have a lot going for you. But seriously, every post is you bitching, which I guess is okay, because it's livejournal and that's what it's there for. But feeling sorry for yourself isn't getting you anywhere and that's what's putting you back in the circular bullshit.

You're also looking way too hard for this love thing that you can't seem to find. You found it once, and it was great, but it ended and you learned something from it. Ultimately, that knowledge and experience is all you're living for, you said it yourself. So take from it what you can and move on, and don't look for something like love because it will only keep hiding from you. Let it come, and it will, but don't stress yourself out over it.

Try this: go for one day without thinking about yesterday. Or the day before, or last year. No regrets, no past, just now and the future. See what happens.

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amielaserbeam January 18 2005, 23:00:43 UTC
man... I don't even know what to say. I tell you crap like above ^^^ but you don't listen. Oh yeah-- thats right... its just me after all. what do I know.
~teresa

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amielaserbeam January 18 2005, 23:17:22 UTC

haha either way, it was said well.

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double_mikey January 19 2005, 01:26:17 UTC
i would highly appreciate it if you guys would stop telling me to stop bitching on my on LJ...cause thats what its here for. its for me to rant and bitch about shit that i dont want to complain about. thank you for your concern, and i love both of you as friends and im glad you are now introduced to one another, so yeah...thanks ^_^

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