ive come to a realization, an epiphany if you will in that past couple of weeks. its a great thing actually, i think its something to come with maturity and growing up. i have realized that life is too short to complain about things, to be sad or depressed, it just isnt worth it. and even if you are lonely or have problems going on at home, all of ( Read more... )

hey everyone! there is going to be an attempted gatherering of Local Control on Saturday night, we arent sure where to host this event, but suggestions would be lovely and highly appreciated. and remember, as the saying goes, the more the marrier, so tell your friends and your friends friends! the only thing is make sure your friends arent too "out ( Read more... )

im done. i am finished with my life down here in South Florida. all i want to do is go up to Full Sail, make music, learn about what i really want to do and leave this all behind. the only reason i would stay is to try and bring up Local Control and Jknub, but both of those things will grow even more once i go to college. and ive noticed everything ( Read more... )

do you ever feel like you just arent good enough? i suppose its probably a typical teen emotion, but it fucking blows. this is going to be a rant, bitch, and ramble entry...i love these heh. it always comes down to a parent thing, why is that? i mean, i know its because im growing up and wanting to make my own decisions, but it doesnt mean you have ( Read more... )

led me back into your arms." ::sigh:: Jon, Steve, Jesse and i have almost gotten a full song done with our little band project thing. its actually turning out pretty cool, the only thing that needs real work is the melody, right now it sounds too forced. but everything else is very melodic and neat. we also started another song but right now its ( Read more... )

...and how involved in them i am." im writing a book...i havent been too productive with it so far, but i have like a MILLION ideas down on paper. i need more organization in it though, that seems to be the only terribly difficult aspect of it. i enjoy creating characters, like attempting to think how a completely different person would...if that ( Read more... )

well...im at Mollys house, we are skipping school (well, i am skipping school, Molly is just waiting till dance concert) and smoking of course. smoking is becoming one of those things that i just do. its funny, its becoming not a big deal. thats bad.

Dude, what are you doing. you've been sitting here not typing for like an hour....god....i'm ( Read more... )

you try to look harder at things to find reasons. but it never works. and it will continue to not work and it will continue to not fix things or make things better. because some things cannot be repaired. the damage is done and thats it, nothing to do but move the fuck on and get the hell over it. and that sucks. of course it sucks. but life sucks ( Read more... )

it sucks to be alone. i went to a club Friday night (Revolver at the Pawn Shop) with Alex, Ali and Kerry. it was tons of fun. ive come to the conclusion that i enjoy dancing, a lot lol. but the one thing that really sucked is that everywhere i looked it seemed that someone was with someone else. it made me feel really low. it makes me think back ( Read more... )

for some strange reason i havent been in the mood to write. usually i enjoy just ranting about nothing, or giving stupid details about my day, but for an odd ball reason, i dont really want to. even though im going to anyway, lol. i think this just gives me something to do while im chatting online...since no one ever really talks to me...how sad ( Read more... )