well..im still here.. which is lame after what i said last.. but what the hell im bored and i am a huge hypocrite apparently.. im listening to over rated "artsy" jazz... it on the internet radio... so anyway.. im going to chicago tomorrow.. eek...thats goign to be interesting...
This is really turning into a message board If it was really a journal, I wouldnt be giving it out to everyone i know Im not goign to talk about what really happens, when i know people can read this..and then judge me on it..and thats what people do..judge everything you do..then make their shallow opinion on it. damn...im done with this thing
so, im not sure about this anymore i never use it. i might as well close it down.. but oh well maybe someday..somehow..ill start using it on a regular basis... well...ten toes are better then 9..
im so fucking bored with everything.. i need a job still the few people i sued to talk to are total jack asses.... Xav is in FL.. i cant sleep i really do wish i could be more anti-social.. g'night