Well, i wore a shirt today that had never wore before, and DAMN I got compliments from EVERYONE>. even guys were liek that's a cool shirt! It was cool. It was non stop[ all day everywhere I went. i felt special. Then today i went to practice, and I swam a 27.7 on my 50 free! That is under the time for consideration and .7 seconds over for auto.. i ( Read more... )

Oh god the party montser movie is hilarious. Anways.. last night I had a dance performance and then I went to the duck's hockey game with Nathan and amanda and 7 other people. it was so much fun. Me and amanda are crazy. man, beofre I went.. i somehow managed to burn my hair. i mean SING it off.. it was horrible.. all well. I ralized that I only do ( Read more... )

Wow I havnt been here in forever! Well, I am at school and what not.. Well anyways.. Thanks soo much to people who came and read my thing!! It made me happy, and I will go visite you guys later! Omg.. you guys.. I am so stupid! Nathan was coming over.. so I thought it would nice to clean the house and do the dishes.. WELL, I didnt know that dish ( Read more... )

I still can't figure out how to upload pictures on here.. All well, I think I will spend some time figuring it out soon. Holy jeebus, I HATE being sick. DAMN YOU IMMUNE SYSTEM! When I am a docter, I am not curing cancer.. fuck that shit. I am curing the fucking common cold! It's this DAMN cold that has me up right now.. and who's sick idea of a ( Read more... )

It hurts to hear those words, but I will never tell ( Read more... )

Tonight we went to see along came Polly. It was a good movie, my favorite parts where the parts where WE kissed though. OMG< the good ngiht kiss was wonderful like always... You know you get the kiss, but it's the touch of the hands that completes it. God he gives me this AMAZING feeling. It's like that feeling that one gets wat the top of a ( Read more... )

Well, life hasbeen very good lately. I ove it here.. no one reads this, and I am not even secretive about it. I like havinmg a place to write that no one I know knows about. Things with nathan are great.. Valentine's day s coming up soon.. I can't think of anything to do for him though. I decided on the beach and getting him his favorite food and a ( Read more... )

Yesterday was winter formal. It was okay I guess. I didnt reallyw ant to go because I wasnt looking too good in my dress, and I hated my shoes. I lve my friends and all, but I wish that I would have gone with nathan. I am sure I would have had alot better time, rather than just thinking about him all night. I made the best of it though, but towarsd ( Read more... )

Saturday night, was so nice and so wonderful and so perfect. First, we were kissing on the couch, and he asks to go somewhere more private. We go up to Dani's room, where we just made out some more. We were in the room FOREVER, and I love how he didnt even feel me up. The respect he has for me is amazing. Well, he did have his shirt off, but that ( Read more... )

I havent really began to use this journal, but I love the secrecry of it. All my friends know my melo name, and can read everything I have to say on it. Here, they can't. Just like everyother teen, I have come to a crossroads in my life. Where am I going? What am I going to do? What will make me happy? I am one of the most fortunate people alive, ( Read more... )