yeah... so im really depressed right now... i dont know what to do about life... i wish i could be with my mom really... i wanna be able to talk to someone... and everyone is always here... but they dont care... they dont pay attention. meh oh well... i wanna just... be in the military... get it over with. be happy. you know... after this whole... ( Read more... )

so i am sitting here in wyoming and i am listening to some music by thursday and talking to tay tay via myspace and it dawns on me here... i DO NOT belong here... whether i have mike here or not... my friends are there... and that is where i am really wanted. whether it is only by one more person i am still wanted more there than i am here... and i ( Read more... )

i moooved... to wyoming... been here a week ( Read more... )

ok... so i dont know if i told you this but i am not going to wyoming. mike was sposed to come get me but his car broke down a while out of amarillo so... i guess i am staying here. you know... i was lookin for something with a guy named sean... i thought he was cute... but he doesnt want me. *shrugs* feh... guys... whatever ( Read more... )

doooood fuckin i was spoised to leave tonight to go to wyoming but on the way down here mikes car DIED. i swear... that is so my luck. anyways unless i can find a ride up to amarillo tonight im not going to wyoming. im kinda thinkin its a sign... but hell you never know. what do you think ( Read more... )

i just LOVE when someone SAYS that they are your friend, but you KNOW that they really dont like you, but when you are nice to them anyways... they still find a way to stab you in your back ( Read more... )

ok... so i am going to wyoming... but not today... cause ashli doesnt have the money to make the trip *shrug* oh well... i figured she wouldnt come today ( Read more... )

hello ( Read more... )

pertaining to my last update...

My real new years resolution...

Just... travel. I wanna see lots of big cities so just... travel.

My new years resolution.

I am going to see both coasts. I am going to go to L.A. and N.Y. and I am going to stay in either place for at least two weeks.

Maybe I'll quit smoking... but as for right now I am going to go smoke one and save that resolution for next year... or the year after that.