Since completing my latest screenplay three weeks ago . Which is actually the pilot episode of the series . Episode two and three are coming to me almost too fast to write them .

And I saw a blind guy walking with a cane through the cold night . This man was holding the hand of a woman with a blind cane also . I watched this and said to myself there it is , the blind leading the blind .

and all these useless things my hands have done
let me see your beauty broken down
like you would do
to one you loved

I feel so creative and full of things I want to write about . But when I get home I'm just too fucking tired 9 out of 10 times . It's never as good as it's written in my head . I want to talk about this fucking bizzare dream I had the night before last . But it's way too long . I'll try again tomorow .

Feeling alright . Kind of mildly depressed but alright . Many things gnaw at me inside . Distrust , paranoia ( Read more... )

I'm a big fat ass again . I'm 20 pounds heavier than I was a year ago . So I think after this weekend I'm going to lay low again . Till around march or so . Except the reunion show is in January . Ah well I guess I'll be fat for the old band again . If I just had someplace to work out I could drop ten before then . Guess I'll look around for one . ( Read more... )

about Texas radio and the big beat . Soft , driven , slow and mad like some new language .

Freeing me up to live my dreams as I have always wanted . Sadly I'll be close to middle age if it's later than sooner . But I won't look it . But will I be hotter as a millionaire ? Come now this is America .

For my exemplary performance . 26 whole cents . 20 bucks more per week . 40 bucks more per paycheck . That's
80 more per month . Hey that's one more bill paid with less added work . Nice .

So I called in sick today . In the hopes of getting a lot of things done . So I'm doing all this laundry , and when I finished I went to clean out the lint trap . Well on top of the dryer I have this coupon for some fabric softener . Well the coupon slipped into the place the lint trap goes and I couldn't fish it out . So I call the company and ( Read more... )