I don't worry about myself.
The current obsessive thought now is: "Will I ever feel that way about anyone ever again?", which is drowned out by the louder,"Will I ever feel that way about anyone ever again and have them reciprocate?"
I don't worry about myself. Hah.
I can look at it logically because I am numb.

I'm on a sinking ship. But I love this ship. I know every corridor, every painting, every room ( Read more... )

Time to enter into the stage where I believe that I suck at my job. Add into the mix that my coworker has only 1 school, whereas I have 3, and she stays late most days. I always leave on time ( Read more... )

Welcome to Iwatsuki ( Read more... )

My paper is complete rubbish and finished! After reviewing various sample papers, I really am not worried about my horrible writing. If a paper with multiple grammar and spelling mistakes could get a B- then mine is a sealed deal ( Read more... )

Well, it's the most wonderful time of the year! And by that I mean I'm packing my bags-and my narcotics- for the 12 hour flight back home.

Japan! Here I cooooome! I'm gonna eat EVERYTHING. I don't really plan on buying a bunch of crap while I'm there since I'm hoping I'll be back there semi-permanently in 6 months. Just a few albums, a couple ( Read more... )

D'aaaaaw, Ryouta is pretty freaking awesome. He sent me a late V-day gift- which was an enormous Gloomy Bear pillow to add to my gloomy collection, some Pure gummies, and a sweet, Engrish filled note. I didn't expect him to send me anything so I was super stoked ( Read more... )

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私は狂っているんだ。

Japanese 312
History 100 (one of my last SDSU req's! woohoo!)
Intercultural Communication
International Conflict Resolution
Religion & American InstitutionsBasically, it's another semester of: When I'm not in school I'm working. When I'm not working I'm doing homework. When I'm not doing homework, I'm attempting to sleep (and failing ( Read more... )

Two weeks of raw fish, briney soup, and bits of nasty (i.e. delicious) pieces of plant matter from the ocean don't make my tummy hurt but one small bowl of Kraft Macaroni & Cheese has the mongolians tearing down the wall that is my stomach and intestinal lining ( Read more... )