i cant make every entry private. it takes too long, its too much of a pain.

im going to ask you, you whos reading this right now for a favor. please dont read my lj? dont pay any attention to it. because the thing is, it doesnt matter.

i just dont want to delete it. i really dont.

okay heres the thing ( Read more... )

i used to sing "shes in love with the boy" by trisha yearwood really loud with my cd player in my room ( Read more... )

if gas wasnt so expensive, id just drive around a lot. i cant explain it, but life seems to make sense and im just so.. content driving ( Read more... )

im in over my head.

it feels like it will never pass sometimes.

one friend of mine is wicked bothering me.
shes such a jerk.
someone needs to smack the bitch, honestly.

okay, i feel better.

i havent updated in forever, and honestly, i dont feel like i want to or need to or anything ( Read more... )

i cant even convey how much of a break i need. a break, like say, maybe leave to another country, contitnent altogether. yeah that sounds nice. with my boyfiend and some best friends. away fom dudley massachusetts. small towns, big dramas ( Read more... )

i keep meaning to call someone, but i just cant bring myself to do it. my feelings about ..it all.. are ambivilant. i guess im just goin to continue on like this, but, i feel somewhat unresolved still, witha mix of a little regretful and a little worried ( Read more... )

i just need to vent. im not sure what else to do. and nowadays, typing is easier than writing. haha int he future, pens might be nonexistant ( Read more... )