We're getting the kitties today....I'm so excited, 1 one year old mother cat and her six kittens. Anyway, in the last entry I said I would talk about art class with Benjamin...it has been hilarious over the years but unfortunatly we stopped going, basically either because we got kicked out or because our parents were too embarrassed to take us back ( Read more... )

Lately I have been hanging out a lot with Toni and Josh and Skippee. Toni wants me and Skippee to go out so it could always be like a double date. Well, we already tried that. I just wish it was Evan, instead of Skippee and we were going out but Skippee was still there chilling with us because he's a pretty fun guy. The four of us, we have LOTS of ( Read more... )

Sometims, in this journal, I'm going to write random things that happened to me because I want to remember them ( Read more... )

I know I just wrote in my journal......But I was just thinking, while putting that poem in here, why not put it all in here? All the e-mails I wrote to him but never sent. No one has to read this but me and if your reading my journal, and you're like "I don't care." Then it's fine, just don't read it because I'm putting it in because I want to keep ( Read more... )

I'm just looking through the break-up book I made a few days after me and Evan broke up. There's a poem in there I want to put down in here. It's called I want to die. I really didn't want to die when I wrote this, I was just trying to let it out...anyway here it is: I want to die so I can't feel my pain. I want to die so I can regain. Or awake ( Read more... )

What do you do if the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? That is the quote I go by these days. When I was with Evan, and we played badminton in my front yard we had all these stipulations like, if he lost against my sister he had to kiss me on the cheek. [This was when we were just friends]. But there was ( Read more... )

Well, today I'm apparently writing a lot in my journal....I guess it's because I'm bored. I really wanted to go to the library today, but my mom wouldn't take me because she's afraid of me getting rated R movies. I have seen so many already, and some really grusome or sad ones, and I've handled it. She thinks I can't. But anyway, it was because ( Read more... )

My grandparents came over yesterday...they watch my cat every time we go on vacation which has been like a million times. But my grandmother still can't remember that he's a boy not a girl, she always refers to him as a she. The funny thing is, she was looking at pictures of these cats we were the foster family for, and they were girls, she refered ( Read more... )

I just wrote an entry, and I read it. I read the whole conversation with Evan. That was just days or a week before. That's why I don't understand any of this. He's refusing to talk to me. My mom and therapist says it's because before, when we were going out, he did everything he did to try and please me. Now, he's doing everything he can to try and ( Read more... )

I have pretty much a boring life. I don't even go to school. Today I read, went for my walk, [I'm taking walks like every day now], wrote some more in my story. I don't know what to do with my story, I want to have the main character do a certain thing, but it's going to be hard. They cut down a bunch of trees in my yard, it doesn't feel like my ( Read more... )