1. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack ( Read more... )

My heart hasn't stopped beating all day and I feel really bad and upset. It started when I woke up too late because yeah last night I finished reading Gone with the Wind and it was sooooo freakin' sad I actually cried and that's the first time I've cried in my life over a book/movie oddly enoguh because it seems I'm way too overly sensitive and I ( Read more... )

I hate this so much I feel like I'm literally living in a fucking nightmare. I just want it to end so I can wake up but it's not a dream, it's my life. I seriously am at the end of my rope and ready to give up, but the sick part is, I can't. There's nothing I can do to make this stop, it's literally impossible for me to to do anything but keep ( Read more... )

Idk life has been weird and I don't know what to think anymore. Things keep switching around and life definitly doesn't make sense ( Read more... )

Even though I've never seen that movie.....

So today I walked to the Warren School Playground with my two sisters, Christine singing Disney songs the whole way. On the way we saw my brother at his friends house. I yelled out, "Mom washed your whitey Tighties. They're ironed and on your bed." All his friends started laughing and for some reason Stephen was there but I guess there are kids ( Read more... )

I can remember a time when Evan admitted I controled him. I would be like,"I don't want to use up all my controling for one thing." He'd be like, "You can control me all you want, there Bud." Buddy was what we always called each other. I forget how it got started. But we would call each other Buddy, or Bud at first, then when we went out it changed ( Read more... )

I don't know why I have been writing in this journal so much lately, I guess it's my new Evan because I need someone to talk to and no one's online and I don't know where Toni is. Speaking of toni, Sunday we're supposed to be going to the mall with these two guys Toni knows, Brian and someone else, she forgets where they're from. Maybe one of them ( Read more... )

I just remembered...today would have been four months for me and Evan.AAaaaah I can't believe it why did that fuck have to break up with me? We have never been apart like this before....even when I went on vacation I always called him and we wrote letters and he text messaged me. I miss my baby. He always reminded me of a cute giant teddy bear who ( Read more... )