So, I wrote a few months back somewhere about how I was pretty much over dating for a while, and I must say that I am happy to be maintaining that statement with unchallenged success. There has not been one girl I've found worth a second glance in quite some time.

I'm issuing a challenge to any female that dares tempt me. Show me something ( Read more... )

    I have never drank for hours like I did yesterday, and the fact that I walked away without blacking-out is a notable accomplishment. I'm either bordering on responsibility or alcoholism. I wonder which one it is? The music was great, and seeing some old faces was cool. I dunno still though, it was a bit too standard for my taste.
    I really ( Read more... )

So, I'm getting off the coast for a night. I think that's worth noting. It's time for good old fashioned debauchery in Augusta. Let's hope I don't get arrested.

...balls deep.

"Is it agreeable?" somebody asked.
"Neither agreeable nor disagreeable," I answered. "it just is." Istigkeit - wasn't that the word Meister Eckhart liked to use? "Is-ness." The Being of Platonic philosophy - except that Plato seems to have made the enormous, the grotesque mistake of separating Being from becoming and identifying it with the ( Read more... )

    I remember best, the moments before my declaration. Those tiny places that love shown its face through nothing but noble action. My lifetime was ticking away, but for that split-second I felt like I was doing something worth living for. Everyone gets wrapped up in ends and means, which is fine and good, but at the mother roots of humanity are ( Read more... )

    There it is in black and white. My flesh and blood spelling out my worth, or lack there of. I guess at this moment I should be upset, maybe in tears, but all I can do is stare vacantly at the computer screen and figure out what exactly it is that I am or am not feeling. Lots of seemingly unrelated things are flooding into my mind ( Read more... )

    The first thing that comes to mind is that I only have so much space in my life for people. I add, subtract, multiply, and divide lives and their intersections with mine. I really wish I felt like I could be the person that everyone wants me to be at all times. As it is, I'm a sick sorry fuck that cannot do much right. Next week, I will tell ( Read more... )

And I don't know
And I can't guess
If it's gonna be OK
But now my last wish
Is that you do this with me

Now just hold on, hold on to me

happy fucking new year.