I can write a sentence to define existence. The mold creeps.

you've hidden inside my eyes, when I see you I see twice
but one of you is holding his hands. so i've listed my demands

Flesh is so banal. Something divides us once we have skeletons demanding substance and muscles in need of motion. Our focus is stripped. Whenever I lie coalescing in this state I hope to hold on to a memory of my true self. We're not supposed to. It could bring down this floating, spherical scheme. But what few know, not even the watchers, is that ( Read more... )

i can't play i can't play i can't play this game again

so i refuse to

I can’t listen to music anymore. I sigh too much, and in it I hear the lost cause of once sought dreams. And I know you had the choice to wake up and you wanted to be awake once more before you died. But in death was truth, and in life was doubt. And you grew tired of doubting death. You saw the red light burst between your eyes, and only later did ( Read more... )

every night we lay in deep grass, wond’ring why the earth spins so fast
where I lie, I wouldn’t mind dying, if you told me it’d be alright
and when you rise I’d eat your body, drink your blood and leave you rotting
for you were mine and I shal'n’t share you, not for all the tithing in the world

monument/testament

i wonder if there are any subversive scents in the animal kingdom

smell no evil

I'm thinking about making a trip to Turlock in a couple weeks. Ok. I'll probably get there 5:00 pm on Saturday and stay for a weekend and a couple days. Ok. Are you guys going to be busy? Are you asking permission, or what?

I blinked at the sky, but looked away when she caught me staring. her yellow eyes were suffocating, and my oxygen tank was left, careless and carefree, in the back of your car. you remember. the one that you left so haphazardly in the midst of intersections struck left, struck right and ultimately babyseated round the back door of discarded food. I ( Read more... )

I keep pressing and pressing this self-destruct button but I'm still in one piece somehow