I got questions.

Whos got answers?

This is heart felt this is good ( Read more... )

Lacking, thats how I feel right now. Im lacking of things important to me, Im lacking in motives, in creativity, in comfort and contentment. Im lacking in things I adore, and things that I cherish, lacking in knowing. I'm lacking. I'm sure that as any of my moods do, this will pass as easily as breathing and Ill be fine again. Sometimes though, ( Read more... )

Another septembers past like all the rest. This transition month once again pulls to a close with no answers. I hate septembers, too much happens, too much gets missed, too much. I'm completely hard up for inspiration, nothing glistens the way it used to. Everything is dying and winter is coming, the great grey beast. What am I going to do with my ( Read more... )

I was in a piss ass mood about 40 minutes ago, but am feeling a little bit better about things. Its cold and raining which doesn't help much. School is still fun but taxing on my finances and time. I will have to decide at the semester where my life will go, I may not have the money to come back. I should really find another job but the one I have ( Read more... )

If grace is what you wanted, I've gone broad away from this, fallen, flat, and wasted, tired, and dissmissed. Thanks again for waiting.

I feel like a burgaler, maybe the hamburgaler, none the less, like I'm doing something wrong. I'm sitting in my parents house and no one is home. I came over on my way to school and the place is empty, as usual it smells wierd and the AC is on (even though its cool outside). I'm enjoying school, and am actually on my way up there right now, it ( Read more... )

I imagine mylife coming together perfectly planned. Everything will one day fall into place and that my childish faith in this fate is no more incorrect then anything else I do. Its so hard to look at a spectrum sometimes, a bigger picture, the "unconnected dots" but the older I get the harder it is for me to believe that some things just arn't ( Read more... )

Twenty. It really hasn't taken that long. I am ever so much older then twenty.

So things have been interesting lately. I've been living with adam and ashley and it has been fun. My new job at the common man is alot of fun and have met some really awesome people there. My two bosses have grown to me and I get good food everytime I work. I also get to drive nice cars around while smiling at people and smoozing them for tips. My ( Read more... )