Currently I am 27 years of age, no job, apparently late on rent, no prospects, my phone is disconnected, I've ruined my credit and I have a feeling I am not liked by the majority of people I associate with. I spend the beginning of my day looking for a job, then Reddit for a while, back to looking for work (postings for jobs obviously don't all ( Read more... )

A little better. Last night didn't phase me that much. I don't like dreaming. Dreams make you go through things that shouldn't happen or things that should never have happened. Still looking for a job, still trying to make the best of what and who I am. I know it'll take time but waiting sucks hard. And the cold makes it worse. I still can't ( Read more... )

Alright... I've been feeling better. Not a whole lot but better. No job yet. Ariana doesn't take up all my thoughts. Still miss her and feel bad about everything though.

Drink and smoke less if at all.

It'll get better. It has to.

I haven't been feeling well now for about six months. It has been getting worse and worse most recently. It all began with my relationship with Arianna taking a dive ( Read more... )

Santa Cruz and San Francisco in a week. I get paid the day before I leave so it'll work out fine. Just have to find a place to stay ( Read more... )

I've been living in this house for about eight months now. I've been at this job for about fifteen months. I've been working without stop for about twenty-two months. my car's been broken into, I've been hit by a drunk driver, I've bought a car, I've gone to Las Vegas a couple of times, I've done a lot of drugs and drank way more. A couple ( Read more... )

Smoking a cigarette, sitting in the dark. Wishing that bottle were glass and not whiskey and not half empty. Smoking rollies cause I'm too broke to but a real pack.
I ain't gonna die, it ain't gonna last. It'll be different some day.

I guess I haven't.

ive grown up in the past 5 years. im kinda proud

I was right. Things weren't as they seemed.