still never update this this but i shall be moving to lousiana soon crosses fingers working in the city and thats about it im legal to drink idk really what to update about my life is boring

im not ok im not ok im not

pull the blankets over my head
and hope its all a dream

bang bang shoot em up

First i want to start out with HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAITLIN AND UNCLE JEFFREY. In 3 weeks i turned 21. Went for a job interview and got in trouble yayaya. Tiff is back in ny woot and taylor came down this weekend it was fun i got all sunburned. Now im bored a few people coming over to drink tonight that should be fan-fucking-tastic. Anton still gets in ( Read more... )

So its been a roller coaster for the past two weeks. M e and marcus are offically done and now iim with this new boy named Anton 5'9 curly hair green eyes russian ripped yummie. He just got arrest for pot but now he's out of jail. I need to teach him a lesson. Marcus wont leave me alone and im still looking for a fucking job anyone wanna give it to ( Read more... )

Such a confusing week. Im with the bf im not im with him im not now im not and im with a new kid. Russian, tall,cute,22 MINE. H e is prince charming but hey i dont wanna jinks it. Hookah last night was yummie and mellissa party sat better be banging. Im hungry lol. Tonight jenni aj me and pete drinking smoking the whole wazoo it shall be a festival ( Read more... )

the week has been shitty. Raining every day except a few nice days took bj for a walk had my niece and nephew here and fixed 2 gates and put up a new front door. I got a job now pizzeria by my house im the new counter girl. It easyy but im excited. So money in my pocket. MOnday through friday 12-6 yayaya me. nothing else to say

I really screwed up this time. I wish i never did it. But you can't change what happened just try and hope it all works out. I love him to death i can't live without him. He is the one i need the one i want the one i want to die with. I havent cried like that in forever and i feel like shit still for it. The only ones who are really there for me is ( Read more... )

the parental units are home finally yaya. april 17-24 im going to see kat and the kids and the 13-15 im going upstate to see taylorlynn and noel. Kat said she doesnt like sushi i like sushi how can you not. The new pizzeria might be needing a new girl so im in the running. I cant belive my friend bailed on me. Ugh im so bored nothing really good ( Read more... )

so the parental units just left for their plane. For nine days count them 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 days im home alone. Mary will be here but not all the time she has work and school and wont be home till 8:30 at night. So im all alone parties maybe idk if im up for it but well see. Had my interview went well shopright call back and hire me damnit. I was ( Read more... )

I'm like the only person who really uses this thing anymore. Just rants always. So I'm sick as usual and the winter isn't helping much. Parents going away soon so that should be boring. I have my interview on the 11 hope i nail it. Going back upstate in april probaly not so sure about the details. I need to see my boy i miss him and like things ( Read more... )