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CaIt: IM me.

i haven't talked to you in so long. you never update anymore. i don't want us to drift because you're very possibly the best person i've ever known. romantic emails, here i come. i can't wait until you get here because you know what we'll do? everything. i'll come and sweep you away and we'll go do everything in the world that could possibly ( Read more... )

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep ( Read more... )

so nice to hear your voice last night. and i'm glad you got to "meet" zac... i had a feeling you 2 would like each other. he's so great, and of course you're amazing-spectacular-awe-inspiring-glowing-fantastic-phenomenal... i'm spending the night at heidi's again tonight, and jess neill's gonna be there because she needed a place to stay... maybe ( Read more... )

We have standardized testing this whole week. We stayed in our first period class for 5 hours today. That fucking sucked ( Read more... )

so. prom was last night. party bus. everything was beautiful, everyone was even more beautiful. food was good. we ate at bischero's downtown, this nice italian place. the party bus had poles, because it usually comes with strippers but we weren't all 18 so... but anyway... lots and lots of grinding went on. i tried hard to forget about everything ( Read more... )

I have stopped doing things. Things that need to be done. I used to always have projects and papers and homework turned in at the assigned time. But now, I just don't give a FUCK. I got an outline and some notes due tomorrow, don't give a shit. Slept all yesterday after school and most of this afternoon, just waiting for dinner now. Then sleep ( Read more... )

Why the hell can I update but not see the journal? This shit is so fucking...daaa!

*rips apart stupid computer and starts flailing the pieces all around screaming and crying*

I miss you Kady. *puppy eyes*

if you want it, ask me for it.

i won't think you're weak. i know you're strong. you're not too big, or too smart, or too strong, or too brave. just ask.

and maybe i won't even let myself answer you...

but you will have what you want if you want it.

it just needs to be asked.

((and it seems like cryptic is all i can muster anymore))-*-echoes