Im not going to be writting in this journal anymore. thanks to the people that read them, goodbye. if anyone wants to talk. my aim is downsidedan, and my myspace is the same. later

well i dont know when the last time i wrote in this thing was so im just going to geuss. things have been like a rollercaoster with everything. the only things that dont seem to change are the band and elana. those are the only two things that matter right now. i cant trust anyone else but them. i alwayes seem to trust the ones who hurt me. oh well ( Read more... )

there was a concert last weekend. it was pretty sweet if you ask me. we didnt sell to many tickets. i dont think we were motivated enough ( Read more... )

we have a show on saturday the 5th so everyone come and see us. acually i dont know how many people acually read my bullshit so im geussing not alot ( Read more... )

well lets see, where do i start....... well i have been hanging out with carly alot, well not anymore since she got into trouble because of me. i hung out with her last week on wed then on friday. the plan was for her to spend the night at my house and then tell her mom she was at her friends house. it worked for awhile untill her mom called her ( Read more... )

this weekend we had a concert at the meow meow. there must have been 300 people there all together. we stole the show away from everyone. i felt so good after it was over. my solo could have been better but i got tired, its okay though i had fun ( Read more... )

friday elana and i went to see boogeyman. it was very suprisingly good. elana was sacared alot but i was there for her. shes so cute. anyway we did that and went home and watched catwoman. it sucked ( Read more... )

man i have just had the best thursday ever. first off, school was easy and i did all of my work in all of my class's. i was going to take the rest of the day off so i went to my moms house and asked her to write me a note. shes so nice, she also gave me some movies. anyway i went back to school and turned the note in. then talked for awhile untill ( Read more... )

i havent written in this thing in awhile. things got really shitty in my life. the only reason im writting now is because things are looking better. last friday was the worst. i dont want to beat around the bush so im just goiing to say it. elana and i broke up. i broke up with her. it was very hard to deal with that for the rest of the night. i ( Read more... )

well this week has gone by very slowly. with finals at school and work after, i havent spent alot of time with elana latly. but tonight will be very fun. last night we got to hang out like it was summer. i have never hung out with elana during a nice day so it was so fun and cute to see her reaction to the sun. shes like a little kid who want to ( Read more... )