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God i hope i get that job
Second interview and an answer this week
I wish i didnt feel so awful about it
I havent had much luck.. Ever
I feel like shit
and im so fuckin annoyed

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So
I had a job interview
out of 200 applicants
i made the top 10
ive got a 4 in 10 chance of getting the job i want
and then ill have a career
and my fucking legs are shaking

I was wrong
And im in such a state of shock i dont know what to feel
im uh
Yeah
Wow
Karma

I cant really describe how i feel right now. I just feel like im fucking up everything do. Everytime something cool happens, something equally shitty happens to balance it out, and knocks me down to peg one again. Just one thing after another. And it keeps building and building
I really need a lucky break

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So, Big drastic change has happened in our lives round here. My roomates girlfriend just moved in with us. Normally such an event would make me feel obsolete, But i dont think thats the case. Shes a friend to me as well as a girlfriend to him, and despite the fact shes a god damn tree hugging hippi, and weve got nothing in common, we get along ( Read more... )

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