haven't seen the likes of this thing for a while. dunno why I really came back to it, but supposidly I'm a bastard. *shrug*

It's been the topic at hand as of lately... I just don't have any reason to be happy with myself, or to be comfortable ( Read more... )

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So yes, the beggars made have split to my knowledge. Nobody was really into the whole deal with the music that was being written too. It seemed as if the beggars made was a group with one man always writing the songs, and not many of us were to fond of that if you believe it or not. At the moment there really isn't any news about the three of us ( Read more... )

Yeah, thats what its looking like right now. The beggars made have been at odds for a bit of time lately, and it looks like things are beginning to fall apart in a band that I thought was almost perfect for me. Some seem to think this a hiatus for the band, but really, we haven't been around long enough NOR have we played enough shows together to ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do with myself.. there's nothing here for me anymore. I can't bring myself to the happiness and joy i've once felt before. I'm breaking, falling deeper into that pit of nothing... I'm sick of being me, because nobody loves me. I'm sick of the stupid piece of shit that I've become. The world doesn't need me, the world doesn ( Read more... )

I'm currently at a loss with my music. There's this itch under my skin making me un-easy, and this may be what brings about an end to my music career. God only knows what will happen with me and my music. I've made my unwise decisions and I try to show people that they shouldn't follow my path. I lost one friend, and I'm afraid of losing ( Read more... )

Once again the transparent figure in your window, I have returned for a second round of torture on the wheel. I am walking a brave road and we get caught up in the lights. So our time has come, we're famous for 15 minutes as passer by's break rubber necks to stare. For half a second they satisfy the need ( Read more... )

I figured I'd update this... The Beggars Made have some new songs and a new sound too.

WOO!

I love you Christen!! <3