i need to find a job.
i don't really WANT to, but i HAVE to.

i also need to clean this wreck of a house up, but since i don't feel as though i'm appreciated much  it kinda seems pointless.

i'm going to make chili today, and it's going to be bangin, i wanted to make meatballs but honestly i just don't feel like the extra work. today is the first day i ( Read more... )

how is it that yesterday felt so normal, and today it's back to "teh suck"

my dad went for his procedure this morning but they couldn't do it, because he's allergic to iodine, so he goes back monday morning. yay another stressed out couple of days.

i have so much cleaning to do and zero motivation to do it. same with laundry.

i just want to have some ( Read more... )

Ben Hunkins called me.
Yeah that's right, I said Ben.

Only a year and a half to catch up on!
Wish I had the strength to do it now, but I may crack and break if I try to put forth that kind of effort right now.

If someone would send me flowers, burritos and mojitos I would be a very happy girl.

how do you convince the person you love, that you have every reason to love them?

Jake and I were there last night for the worst game in the history of baseball. The Rangers beat the Orioles 30-3. NO that's not a typo. There were 2 grand slams, and every other homerun but one was a 2 or 3 run shot. It was insane. By the end of the game everyone was cheering the rangers, I mean what else could we do? It got to the point where ( Read more... )

I've had songs written about me before, not all of them nice but nothing has ever struck me so hard as this, and it's been 2 years...and has never been given music...but still...

only some find their love
how fortunate the few
but ones like us surpass them all
who find a love so true

so much more i ( Read more... )

Kristine was here for 2 super fun weeks. We went out for drinks, sat around and watched food network all day, laughed at I Love Lucy reruns and napped. Talk about a perfect 2 weeks! It sucks that we live so gd far apart, but she's talking about moving here after graduation so hopefully that will pan out ( Read more... )

by day i sit at home and do nothing.
you'd think i'd grow to dislike it.
not the case. i'm enjoying it more and more everyday.

show tonight at champ, i don't have to go, but i guess being in love means you do things you don't always want to do. plus i might just leave after killmer and go to the baseball game ( Read more... )

kristine gets here friday! SO EXCITED!

I think I heard "this is the best weekend I've ever had" more than just a few times recently. Which just makes me want to explode. With joy I mean. A good explode if you will. My surprise of having Taylor fly up to surprise Jake for his birthday weekend went perfectly. Jake did exactly what I wanted, and that was to scream like a little girl. I ( Read more... )