welllllll i havent updated in a long ass time. so here's my dayyyy

this morning me and chantel decided not to attend 2nd block so we sat ( Read more... )

im really sick and really bored ( Read more... )

friday after school i went over to beaus to help his family move. it was very tiring. beaus mom was drinking the whole night so she was entertaining, to me at least. shes a funny little woman. when i left she gave me a hug and told me she loved me. she wasnt exactly sober so it was funny. the very next morning i woke up early and went back the ( Read more... )

and its 2:32 and i wanna go to sleep but im just not tired. i hate staying up late cuz i hate waking up late cuz then i feel like i wasted my day on sleep. and i totally hate that feeling ( Read more... )

well today was me and beau's three months. he came over after work and we tried to put together the horseshoe pit that is kind of in the backyard. there's only backboards and no stakes in the ground to throw the horseshoes at. so we went and borrowed robert's from drew and then got some stakes from kyle's ( Read more... )

i had a great day at some bay with beau, jessica, kyle and kyle's like family or whatever. we sat on the sand and walked like half a mile and wrestled on some grass hill. i totally dominated beau. but who was keeping track? then when we came back beau and i tried some beer marinated sausage that sucked bootyhole fer sure. after we ate we got super ( Read more... )

i feel like i have a lot on my mind. but im not really stressed out. i guess there's just shit happening that i have absolutely no control over and im just sitting back and watching it happen. i HATE this feeling. and especially since its summer. makes it a lot worse. cuz then i dont have the promise of seeing the people i really love at school ( Read more... )

so i have a lotta pictures that i thought i'd update.

( Last day of school. )

so saturday i went to groundzero with melissa, martin, tom and chris for the sick and heavy fest. it was wayy fun. i saw scottie. im surprised he remembers me. looks like he's doing good. during the show me and melissa went to chris's car to put her sweater away, and we moved his car a row closer. we were actually doing him a favor cuz he honestly ( Read more... )

saturday i went to hooters with brittney, beau and his friend matt. it was quite enjoyable. sunday i died beaus hair. last night he visited me for the last time cuz today he left for misouri. i miss him

( me and beau. )