i never imagined, ever, that i'd be where i am right now. my heart is hardened like a stone and i refuse to let anyone in, comfort me or console me. everyday im trying my best to focus on my life, my goals, my friends and family but these thoughts keep pouring into my mind. i would never wish this kind of pain on anyone, ever. i never knew every ( Read more... )

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Show up on my door step, with a dozen white roses with an I'm sorry and I love you and my heart is yours

Sleep. School. Work.
Trying to keep my head above water

What do you do when the one thing you loved more than anything you have ever touched seen heard of or been in the presence of in your life is gone in the blink of an eye?

I am drowning here.
I can't eat I can't sleep.

How is it that life goes on but my heart is no longer beating?

Everything has been incredible as of late.
Started college and I'm gettin in the hang, not so bad.
I got a job, its aight. Chasin kids around all day, hey its money.
And I have the most breath taking boyfriend imaginable :)
He is the best thing that has ever happened and I can't wait to save money and move out and start our life together :)

Currently : praying for this job to come through - interview on wednesday.
Gettin ready for college.
And findin out who my friends are.
Excited to meet new ppl in college - I'm ready for something new.
Hoping tylers dad gets that track in temecula - would looove to move there.

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