I'm quitting cigs, and it just makes me feel like shit. straight up tryin to go cold turkey and it makes me just wanna rip someones head off. I need sleep and I need quiet and I need solitude.

ummmmm... well I got my car now, and valentines day is on monday, I missed the ole school hardcore festival which I completely forgot was today, I'm listening to toxic narcotic at the moment waiting for my cheesy rice to finish cooking. I miss amanda right now and it's really tempting to leave knowing my parents won't be home till 11:30 but I ( Read more... )

well this weeks gone by kinda fast, kinda slow. 100 PERCENT FUN!!! ok not really... well I just got done bleaching my hair and I couldn't get all teh black out but the end result is pretty kewl if I do say so myself. and I'm still tryin to get all the money I need to pay off my fuckin car. kinda depressed about some stuff. no one needs to know and ( Read more... )

my hearts so heavy, and I have to say. I miss her so bad...

I'm so fucking bored. I'm tryin to find a ride to practice with eric so we can get this shit moving. no one is home. sara didn't go to school agian. surprise surprise. and fuckin A day so it sucked. well I'm cold so I'm gonna go call some people and beg for a ride. peace

ha. after highschool I gaurentee I'll be a forgoten memory. I'm fine with that. this weekend sucks and I really miss amanda. that is all

based on a computer survey I'm not a people person. thats what I found out today as I went to call back lowes foods. I took a survey and the computer told the managers that I wasn't a people person. they don't know me but somehow through a survey that tells nothin about me I'm not a people person. this is the reason I don't have a job. cause a ( Read more... )

well today was long and boring and fuckin tired all day and I can't talk right cause of this fuckin ulcer. I think it's finally goin away so that good. got my choking victims cd. it is good of coarse. and now I'm just sittin her bein bored as fuck. well all A's and B's on progress reports which is good. made my leftover crack shirt today. and now I ( Read more... )

do yo thang. question for the brain. do you wanna be a free thinker or live in the free world. but is there really a free world. or are you just handed rights and expected to abide by the shadow of fearful laws. no ones free. were all tied to our own societys standards but the thing is wether we choose to accept it or not. like is school really a ( Read more... )