you wrote those few heartbreaking comments and then you left. i'm not sure you read my reply. then i heard your voice spilling out into my machine like nothing was wrong. and now i wonder if today's evasiveness and the silence means something more. something like, this is the beginning of the end. i should be okay with that idea, i knew it wouldn't ( Read more... )

i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ignorant for someone of sound mind

oh these little protections how they fail to serve me
one forgotten phone call and i'm deflated
oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me
your hand pulling away and i'm devastated

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today, mark tropeano died of cancer that just wouldn't remiss. while i barely knew him, there was a story behind knowing of him. i am struggling with the need to cry, but i cannot justify why.

my heart breaks for my brother. i can see the pain behind his eyes. i can feel the sadness in his silence. they have lost so many individuals this year, and ( Read more... )

What kind of jewel are you?
Watermelon Tourmaline
You are truly one of a kind. Your beauty is unique, which makes people love you all the more.

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"i start to get the feeling that something is really wrong. like all the drugs put together ... can no longer combat whatever it is that was wrong with me in the first place. i feel like a defective model, like i came off the assembly line flat-out fucked and my parents should have taken me back for repairs before the warranty ran out."

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hahahahahahahahahahaha.
shanaynay.

YES.

lapdances, anyone?

his lips graze the side of her neck while his hand presses against the small of her back. she feels beautiful when he touches her. he helps ease the ache but she doesn't think he knows that and she believes she's better off if he doesn't.

she's always laughing. or trying to. it helps ease the pain and pass the time. she's been told there are ( Read more... )