sometimes i get really angry and everything explodes until all that's left are the scattered remanants of a rage that came too late. or maybe too soon. but maybe, just this once, i said something that made a difference, even if the difference was only for myself.

sure, i've got scars that remind me of my past. but i don't need you re-opening them ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in my car in the main parking lot of my college, staring out my window, people watching, waiting for kate so we can grab some lunch. i'm harboring a kind of low-key frustration, mostly with myself. see, i'm sort of remembering what it first felt like to fall in love. it was so sweet and perfect and simple. i still think of him whenever ( Read more... )

i have discovered that reuniting with your best friends whom you haven't seen since last summer provides you with the opportunity to look at the past year and learn things about what you've become. i remember the nights we would spend during our vacations, in a diner & then driving aimlessly, filling each other in on the year's juicy details. i had ( Read more... )

i should write more...

...but lately, i have nothing to say you don't already know.

when talking about lots of things, i could save myself time and just say, "too bad". and most of it really is just too bad i don't.

i entered the hot body contest because i'm hotter than you. i won second place because i was hotter then them.

that should be a t-shirt <33

i love that it took us till 3am to create a dance routine so hot the floor could've burned through in some places. and that we shopped for our "street gang look" in the 'hood. i love laughing when i obviouly ( Read more... )

sometimes, i act like a schoolgirl.

<33

i'm a frat guy. i live in a frat house. i go to frat parties. i fight. i especially like to fight independents. i think that if independents were cool, they would have pledged a frat in the first place. i know that independents are jealous of my social life. i believe that i am more fun and am a harder partier than any GDI (God Damn Independent).
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i
am
not
forgetting

i never forget anything. and even when you think there's no reaction, you should try to remember that what you say and what you do, adds fuel to the fire. and baby, your almost pretty words and sweet smiles and heart-healing hugs don't make up for the time you took to knock me down. and the way you brushed the hair from my  ( Read more... )

it might matter, one way or another. it always does. it wouldn't be a relationship if it didn't. but in keeping with my sister's words to live by..

nothing     you     do     surprises     me.