Why did I ever come back?

Seriously, Joe, if you're happy there, stay there.

I have black hair now.

Never mind I lied, my life doesn't rock.

My life officially rocks.

My hair is dark brown again.

Why do I feel so alive when everyone else is asleep?

Just a warning now, this entry will probably hurt a lot of feelings, but this is everything I've been meaning to say for the past seven months and just haven't.

Josie - I'm sorry that I was doing something that was causing you pain but sooner or later you need to get over yourself.  Lots of people have the same problems you do and they deal with ( Read more... )

Still sorting through Convention in my brain.  It was good, it was bad, and it was ugly.

More to come after I have slept

I can't seem to get a grasp on my life right now.  It seems like once I figure something out and everything starts to feel okay again, something else goes wrong and I'm back to square one.  My life is not what I thought it was going to be.  If someone had asked me my freshman year of high school where I would be now, my answer would not have been ( Read more... )

I've spend a lot of the past two or three weeks thinking about everything that has happened and I've realized I still have my same pattern that I used to.  I'm still scared.  I still want some things to be separate but that just causes more problems.  I still want my independence and I feel like I don't have it anymore.  I feel like I can't make ( Read more... )