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I hate myself more than I have ever in the past. I wish I was dead.

Tonight was the first night I have felt like this was summer.It feels much like last summer. I don't really know how to explain but last summer was different. I was always outside, or sitting on a bench in front of Giant Eagle or riding my bike or hanging out with Joe. This summer I spend indoors mostly. I don't know why. The thing I do love about ( Read more... )

I got off work at like 1:40am and decided to drive around listening to Angels & Airwaves (Tom Delonge's new band) and it made me sad. I was just thinking about random ass things and getting sad. I miss my old friends alot. Some more than others. I miss being with them all the time. I extremely miss Joe, Dave, and all of that group of friends. I was ( Read more... )

I'm lazy. I hate being lazy and I don't really like when people are lazy but whatever. I have been meaning to update this and my myspace for about a month and everytime I think about it I realize how not in the mood I am. I get bored very easy so you think I would kill some time and post a thought or two but I don't. I sit and think of what to do. ( Read more... )

I for some unknown reason decided to start my live journal back up. I haven't updated in over a year and thought that it is about time. I am still going to use myspace and update that but I figured since some people use this more often than myspace that I would alternate both. It's so weird reading old entries about yourself. I have changed alot ( Read more... )

Well what the hell has been going on with me. I had the house to myself this past week and nothing bad happened and no parties allowed. I did however drink by myself a few times. One of them I got drunk and went streaking with Joe. Another I drank a whole bottle of Black Velvet. Not bad ( Read more... )

So I don't update this thing regularly at all so I will do so now ( Read more... )

My mom is drunk again. Whats new.

My mom puts down people she doesnt know for no reason.

My mom said I will amount to nothing and either will my sister.

I hate her 75 percent of the time because she is a drunk.

I will kill her, myself or someone else.

The end.

I did get to watch the OC tonight and it was fantastic like always. I wish I had a better life like those kids. I actually wish I could just talk about problems with girls or with other things and be normal and sarcastiv funnny like seth and ryan but A.) I never have a girlfriend and B.) I can't talk about things ( Read more... )