so much for that

[dpfreak]

I'm really putting in some effort to try and have a good day today. Really I am. I cried once this morning watching the 9/11 footage from five years ago and the BFF called and scolded me and promptly told me to turn it off. I decided that I'd try really hard to celebrate Jamison all day instead of being sad, and so far it's been all right. Not

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[ettolrahc_oof]

i love YOU.

[dpfreak]

:D And I LOVE YOU BACK.

[Thank youuuuuuuu.]

[runerinrun]

If I were near you, I'd hug YOU! But instead, I will hug Hottie Nick. Only for you!

[dpfreak]

Well I'd hug you back! And please, I think Hottie Nick might need his ass grabbed too. It'd make me feel a lot better. *nods*

[obsessed_gabby]

I've not looked at any footage or read any news. Not because I don't want to remember what happened 5 years ago, but because I don't want to be a crying mess over it either. I've had my personal moment of silence and said my prayers for those who have lost.

And for you. I know nothing will ever replace her and I'm so glad you talked to her brother...both of you bringing each other closer to her in a way. She's with you both today (and every day!)

I'm sorry about the loss of your other friend too.

What a day. I love you. You know how to find me if you need me!

[dpfreak]

Me too. I remember today in my own special way and have my moment of silence, etc. I do not need to watch the footage over and over to remind me what today means. Plus, it makes me cry for hours.

Thanks, Gabs. Means a lot to me.

I love you too. :)

[clumsygyrl]

*hugstight*

[dpfreak]

Thanks Fi.

[clumsygyrl]

no problem, hon. just want to let you know *I'm* thinking about you.

i'd give you a squeeze if i was closer.

[dpfreak]

Well I appreciate it immensely. And internet squeezes are pretty damn good too. :)

[shelliebellie72]

It will get better.

SG
change for the good today

[dpfreak]

Yes. Because it has to.