Just when I started to feel better about what happened with my aunt, another bomb is dropped on me. Someone very special to me just made me feel terrible. How could she ever think that she could be replaced, she was there for me when I really needed her. I just want her to know that I still feel very strongly about her and that she still has a ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in while, mostly because I really haven't had the time, but partly because my life is so damn boring that there really isn't anything to write about. Until yesterday, that's when I met Luciano, all I have to say is WOW. He just moved here from Venezuela, super hot and has the most delicious accent ever. My life has been so blah ( Read more... )

Yesterday was kind of a traumatic day for me. My aunt passed away. I was extremely close to her, and I am kind of sad. In a way, I am very happy for her. Her suffering is over and she is finally at peace. She had been sick for a very long time, and we had been prepared for a while. It was just shocking to find it out all of a sudden. At least I was ( Read more... )

1.name: Vane ( Read more... )

Sometimes I find myself starring into space, imagining the perfect guy, but I already know what the perfect is like, I have seen him, felt him. Everyone says that there is no such thing as the perfect guy, but what if there is. That one guy that can make you smile and frown at the same time. Smile becaue he is so great, but frown because you cant ( Read more... )

I am finally getting back into my regular routine. I was on vacation mode for almost two weeks. And my feelings for a certain someone have defenitely not changed. I thought maybe if I went out and saw what was out there, it might change my mind, but no, it didn't. No matter how many hot guys I saw or talked to, this guy was constantly in the back ( Read more... )

"I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvinient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love. And I don't think that love is here in this expensive suite in this lovely hotel in Paris."
-Carrie, Sex and the City

I read this in someone else's journal, and i just had to post it ( Read more... )

yay, in less than 24 hours i will be on a plane, on my way to new york, how great is that? i am so excited that i cant contain myself, i know that i will not sleep tonight, and the thought of having to get on plane isn't too comforting. but i know that once we are there i will be fine. on another super random note, there was something that i was ( Read more... )

life is so strange, right when we think we have convinced ourselves that we want something, we realize that we are just kidding ourselves. for a long time i had convinced my self that i didn't need a boyfriend to be happy. i am just longing to love and be loved. find a guy that balances me out and takes me for who and what i am, attitude and all. ( Read more... )