5.29.05@9:09am/theBeatificCorner ( Read more... )

I am such a freak ( Read more... )

Three weeks. Three weeks of tears. Three weeks of pain. Of misery, heartbreak, angry, rage, confusion and sick, twisted memories of the little girl lost. I don’t know why I imagined this year would have been any easier, because it wasn’t…next to ’01, the year it happened, I think this was the most difficult year to pass. Maybe it was the undue ( Read more... )

It’s close to 48 hours from now…then marks year number 4…each year it gets easier, but it never stops hurting so much. I can’t seem to eat…my tummy hurts, my guts wrenched in twisted emotional agony…impending sadness looming large on the background of my life…creeping into my now like a shadow casting all hope to side…I expect this rag to go on for ( Read more... )

Today, and for the last few days, I’ve been waking up and feeling just awesome ( Read more... )

I’ve been so overwhelmed by the number of girls that have responded to my call for actresses..and so many of them seem so right for the part too! Well, not all of them maybe…but there have been a couple so far that I want to cast immediately! One of the young ladies…she is almost 20, was absolutely great. I mean, she had exactly what I want and ( Read more... )

April3, 2005 is a bright albeit little bit chilly Sunday morning. Writing myself silly while the traffic hisses past the cracked open window to my right; I can hear dogs barking in the outside distance while my sweet magnolia princess daughter is sleep sighing behind me on the bed. I feel trapped, stranded in a strange land squeezed between the ( Read more... )

Hey Babbs ( Read more... )

3.28.05 ( Read more... )

My life has gone messy and this is not its natural state ( Read more... )