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WOW. I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you. I can't say it enough. Im sorry about the whole night with the other guy... I wasn't thinking, I was stupid, and I screwed up really bad. I know your not mad at me, but, I still feel horrible about it. Any way, I love you. I miss you. I can't wait to talk to you, see you, get your letter. I'll ( Read more... )

apparently this is my personality.. i agree with some of it....

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60% Stability || 10% Orderliness |||||| 30% Altruism |||||||||| 36% Interdependence |||||| 30% Intellectual |||||||||||| 43% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63% Religious ( Read more... )

ah its been so long since i updated, what 20 years now? anyway, whats been going on? im still alive... and im working in patterson whoop whoop!!! ah... im going out with scott and im really happy we finally talked and realized feelings and all that good shit so yeah he asked me out and it was kinda unexpected due to circumstances at that ( Read more... )

hey everyone long time since i wrote in this but hey antways im not doing much this summer since i got in trouble for screwing my life up yet again yeah, so email me (blackbludreams54@netzero.com) or call me [(914) 980-9819] to say hi or just amuse my fucking boring as hell horrible summer. i love you all!

yeah.... okay.... lets see..... whats been going on lately? joe n i broke up on tuesday, but were together again... ah i did nothing saturday as far as i can remember... sunday i went to the mall and got my I LOVE NERDS shirt. then im standing in the middle of j.c. penneys looking for a bra cause apparently they've decided to not make any ( Read more... )

I dunno what to do. I give up on scott. he told joe that he likes me as a friend n thats it, so im through. Yeah speaking of joe... he asked me out today, n he told me thats hes liked me since we first got 2 no each other... which is oddish, and confusing. i know stuff has happened between us, n i have liked him in the past, but i dunno ow i feel ( Read more... )

i dont really want to talk about it.... but if you want to know, you can ask me in person or call me... and i might have figured out why i started crying and just remembered memories of a possible rape... im really scared now... i gotta go.... i love you all... and thanks to anyone thats ever been concerned about me

yeah, im bored.... okay, lets see..... whats been going on lately? ah, i got kicked out of my house for a while n had to show myself great self control not to be my mother to a pulp. ah, i wasnt feeling so good and wanted to taste blood friday, so i cut my arm up a bit... umm... my parents saw it and want me to come downstairs to talk to ( Read more... )

Yeah, today was okay... I went to the movies with Sam L. and Joe, we saw Scooby Doo 2, and were the only ones in the theater, so we acted like idiots. It was great fun. A great way to end a horrible day. Let me get the good stuff out before the bad, or else I wont be able to. Yeah, Brian, Im really proud of you. A week isnt too much, but its a ( Read more... )