Last night, shortly after I had posted into my journal, I fell apart. All my vulnerabilities crawled out of me, breaking away and tearing me down. I did something I'm not proud of, not in the least bit, but I did it none-the-less. Last night, I felt so alone. So very, very alone. I was nobody, filled with a vast array of emotions I could hardly ( Read more... )

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Alright, here's the deal. This is somewhat to everyone, somewhat to those I hang out with regularly. And maybe even those who don't know me too well, either ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Budd... Senior year just wasn't the same without you.

Going far in life and taking no one with me...

Yea, thats right. Time for some more random thoughts time. I'm too lazy to put everything into normal paragraphs for you stupid fucks. ;]

• So. I feel a bit sick lately, and I don't know why. This sucks.
• Got my paycheck, thankfully. Haha. Hopefully all goes as planned this weekend, because if it does ( Read more... )

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I just realized something. Crystal, you have something special with your friends, something you won't ever be able to lose or forget. And I only envy that. Reading the various lj's, seeing the reactions on your friends' faces... I only wish I had that.

( Crystal, don't ever forget the friends who made you. )

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