BOY: I saw her today ( Read more... )

Today is Alexandra's b-day so this entry is for her ( Read more... )

Hey guyz!! I have a new s.n., but its not for livejournal. I'm using Xanga now. Its alot easier, lol. If any of you have Xanga, or want to be able to read my Xanga entries, then either get Xanga... or go to read my Xanga..?! yeah, anywayz, here's my username for Xanga: goincrazii_outofmind05. peace out guyz!
*muah*
Ariel

God do I miss her. I miss her so much. All I wanted to do yesterday was hold her, and kiss her, and show her how much she really means to me. Fuck, I can't believe I screwed things up again. I just want her to trust me again, and however long that takes, I will wait, cuz I really want her back. Idk what I'm going to do on Monday, I want to kiss her ( Read more... )

Today was the worst day. Me and Mary broke up. I fucking hate fucking life. I love her, and I miss her. I can't stand that I fucking screw up everything, I love her and I fucking can't stand that I cut myself. I can't stand that I did that. Everything is falling apart right now. Alex might be moving, Mary can't trust me with shit, Tabitha idk wut ( Read more... )

I dont know whats going on in my life. I think things with me and Mary are through because I always fuck it up with every relationship that I'm in. I just feel like dying and I know no one wants me to, so I'm staying until I can't stand it any longer. I just want to be happy, I want to make Mary happy, but it hasn't seem to be working so w.e. Life ( Read more... )

Man, sunday was great. I got to see my long lost friend, Twiggy from south miami middle school. and for all you ppl that go to south now, he is still gay as ever. lol. but that's Twiggy! :-D. I also met his "sister" or so you can say, she's gorgeous. The first time I met her, besides on the phone. When I talk to her on the phone she sounds really, ( Read more... )