THis week has been crazyyyyyy heres what happened.

friday - in the morning i had class i left early finished packing and took a shower we got emma at around 1:00 and went to the train station. emma was having personal problems and i saw someone REALLY random at the train station. so we get on our tain and head for the city...when we get to penn ( Read more... )

i have work soon.
waldbaums makes me want to slit my wrists.
THAT IS ALL. <3

( don't be jealous )

( pictures )

so supposablly "all im good for is a hook up...and sex..."

And that im not good enough to be in a real relationship

im despratly serching for something im not gunna find..in someone that can't give it to me. which has been making me really depressed lately.. someone said somethign yesterday how they were looking for the perfect relationship and i guess in a way im doing that too...but it might be more. i think personally i want someone who cares about me as much ( Read more... )

i shoudl be happy about this.......

so why am i so depressed.

i cried myself to sleep last night...it was werid.....yet somewhat comforting. sigh

"I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free & a little bit empty."

Dear god how i hate this. i don't know whats happening in my life. i want to be happy. BUT i really like somoene. and i know i should back away and not get attached. but its happening. and ARGGGGGG bad. bad bad bad. sigh <|3

last week tomorrow....fun time :-/

Here we go. im just gunna do this in here SINCE everyone reads it ( Read more... )