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i dont think about me in terms of you.
i dont think about you in terms of us.
i dont think us in terms of love.
i dont think about then in terms of now.
i found a way to start again somehow.
i dont think about what we thought it was.
oh, in terms of love.

ddamnnn, im so fucking pissed...you dont understand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need help.
anything to get me out of this.

To be honest with myself and all of you....all I want to do is run in front of a car and die. The only part alive on me is my body. Im done, im over, my life has been ruined.  I cant go through with this pain...its too tragic to deal with,
He left me. He broke his biggest promise ever made to me. He meant the world to me. I can barely breathe.
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Im going to Taylors soon to Pig Out & do my English project.
I <.3 her.


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You know, I dont want to just run around. It may be fun for a few days but what good comes out of it? Its only temporary and I dont like that. Thats not me.  I love my John William with all of my heart and I just want to see his beautiful smile every single day. He is the only one that knows everything about me, all that I like & enjoy, the only ( Read more... )

After losing Artur.......I was devasted and still am. Now I lost somebody else. The person that I loved the most in the whole fucking world.

Ive been living a lie.

I cant believe this has really happened. Did I do the right thing? ='[   Ive never been so low in my life.         Not only did I lose him...but I lost almost every part of me. & I can ( Read more... )

If you didnt already know.........I have lost someone very dear to me this weekend. 
I've known this boy since we were little kids. We grew up together..........He was absolutely amazing. 
Im so in shock. I cant accept this at all. 
I feel like im helpless. I cant do anything..................................
I just wish I could see him smile once ( Read more... )

Damn I need a miracle to happen. =[
Why do people have to be so stubborn?
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
I dont know what to do.