There is nothing I really could say other than, I missed out. A LOT. I screwed things up for myself. And now those screwed up things have screwed me up. Feels like I have real issues. Not one ounce of self esteem. I trick myself into thinking that I do sometimes, but then I eventually snap out of it. To tell y'all the truth, I'm so sick of ( Read more... )

I analyze everything, I know what you mean ( Read more... )

I'm just gonna flat out say it. I miss Ashley a lot. I think about her all the time. How could you not think about the bestest friend you've ever had? I can strongly say that I love her. Without being in love with her. It makes sense. Trust me. But I haven't talked to her in months and feel like such a jerk. I don't know why. I guess I'm afraid to ( Read more... )

They say, "You can't have an opinion ( Read more... )

We cry ( Read more... )

Chicken. Chicken is good. Every now and then (Mr. Mega Ha says "now and again", idiot) I like to treat myself to some delicious, juicy, full of protein chicken. Although I'm lacking the gritz tonight, it's still quite jealous ( Read more... )

I took a walk in the rain. Just because I wanted to take a walk, but it just so happened to be raining. It didn't bother me though. Walked the boardwalk and around downtown. It was quite enjoyable, even though that makes me sound like an old man. I don't really care. I almost wish it could've rained a little harder. I don't know why, but I was ( Read more... )

I just got soken up from the MED EVAC chopper landing in the baseball field next door. Whoever it is I hope they'll be ok. Maybe I'm just still affected from that presentation at school, but I cna't catch my nerves right now. I do hope everybody had fun at prom.

So desperate driving down the highway ( Read more... )

There is not one word I could say ( Read more... )