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[dr_notsohot]

Finding myself in a relationship that is actually very commited, I figure out a few things and I wonder why my significant other bothers to stay with me. Only because of factors such as

-Look at me, im nothing special
-Look at all the others that are constantly hitting on them
-I get jealous easily (even if it doesnt seem like that)

<---I need to

Comments

[acheapthrill]

you make very vaild points. my boyfriend (the my love) is the same way. he always questions himself "why me?" as in "why did she pick me?". people have got to realize that it's not about the skin color, whether you are a jock, stoner, pretty boy, loser...whatever. it's about who you are in the inside. oh, and jealousy is completely normal. like, 120%. it's bound to happen. but you'll eventually get over that once you're comfortable with yourself. it'll happen. you just need to give it time. <3

[dr_notsohot]

Give that years ;-/ to get comfy with.. 10 months and I still freak out, not as much o.o but eh...man -.- jealousy feels like a monster right in you, and I have the feeling to just wanting to pull out my insides...well make the scene a horror movie clip no one wants to see in their entire life haha..eh..

[the1unvrnoticed]

you remind me a lot of myself, except in male form...

i often feel like you. "why me?" "if i did this i would be loved more"
but when it comes down to it, think those kinds of things just messes you up even more. there is someone for everyone, but you have to be yourself to find that someone. dont change for anyone. people will love you simply for being you. and dont be scared to be yourself, cause if anyone doubts you, or tries to bring you down, thats just showing their insecurities. you have to be the bigger man and encourage them to succeed even while they are trying to bring you down.

oh shit, i just reminded myself of a shrink. lol.

[dr_notsohot]

your absolutely right and shrinks are cool i tell ya lol but..eh a person cant stay strong enough to always be the bigger person, there are the times where you just want to break because you keep so many feelings in its like DAMMIT WHERES MY GUN! =/

[the1unvrnoticed]

haha, thats what i use my lj for. i mostly use it to vent so that i dont keep those feelings locked up.

im pretty good at showing anger and sadness, its love that i dont know how to express. thats what messes me up.

[dr_notsohot]

Amen for Lj I gotta say, imagine how many people would be on killin sprees =/..

[dyed_dark]

okay 1. if you looked like a weightlifter with a ittle tiny head well I don't know but don't you look good enough the way you are....2. everyone gets jealous at some point in their life, some more than others. 3. I don't htink you have to lose things but you have to accomidate your life to fit them in to it, if you lose yourself then you might lose the reason why you were with them in the first place.
4. You are perfectly great writer yourself Mr. Mike.. you have a poets sould and are very insightful.
5. Okay I will stop being Ms. Jody advice giver

[dr_notsohot]

LOL Jo.. you crack me up, but you got a very good point there, very good...hey I should apologize for not commenting on your stuff, well =/ bad habit of mines...eh..long story. Hey Jo you know how you alienated me before for being a bastard? you think we can ever get a chance to talk again sometime? just wonderin

[dyed_dark]

Of course we can silly if I haven't forgave you I wouldn't be commenting on your journal and vice versa so of course we can talk again sometime whenever you were always fun to talk and you know I miss that

[dr_notsohot]

you were always wiser then meh, ima ass arent I o.o LOL..donkey..ah... THATS COOL! dont mind me..IM HYPER..shes on =D...WooHooo

Yes

[learning2love]

My ex-boyfriend (we're really good friends) has an LJ and his entries are SO well-written and eloquent. Mine sound like a 12-year old wrote them ;).

I get jealous too sometimes...especially if the guy I am with has a ton of female friends which makes no sense because I am like best friends with my ex.

But, I am sure your girl really does care about you, just the way you are :)

Re: Yes

[dr_notsohot]

I just dont want to lose her to someone because they seem better =/

[hotpinkxdesire]

wow, that was kinda.. deep. jealousy is a bitch. and writing is fun.

[dr_notsohot]

thanks..haha...amen to that..jealousy is a bitch and writing is fun..only if your in the mood that is