do you ever hang out with an old friend from high school and you like, can't act like yourself no matter how hard you try? ug.

i wanna be that guy. the one who makes a creative move, a book, a movie whatever, risks everything and either comes out ahead or doesn't but at least he took that risk. when am i going to be that "guy." when am i going to have the time, courage, money and willpower, and i suppose the balls, since, well, is there a woman version of lucas, ( Read more... )

charlie's memorial service was really sad. lots of people showed up though so thats good. it was nice to see katie again and i'm glad marie and i went since not a lot of katies freinds could make it. i felt really really bad for charlies girlfreind i think, and his parents and katie of course, but his girlfriend found him and i think somehow ( Read more... )

oh come on, someone update. i need something to read.

my freinds brother died today ( Read more... )

mommy!

today was the weirdest day ( Read more... )

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i heard this on kink last night and i thought it was probably the most realistic love song i'd ever heard, especially from a guy's perspective ( Read more... )

its funny when you're happy you don't really have anything to write. but when you're miserable you have lots to write. perhaps we are a culture based primarily on complaining. so i will be thankful and positive and well, boring in this entry cuz i feel jolly today ( Read more... )