Fuck. After being shat on by the RPGA for years I lost my Master level membership even though I had the qualifications in time. But as usual, they fucked me. I always got my mailings late, I lost more points than I ever got cashed in, they never returned my e-mails or would only return half of them and never resolve the issue, they never mailed me ( Read more... )

The truth is that I like being alone. The quiet introspection is a welcome change from the busy and unpleasant home of my childhood. Now that I'm out here in my own home I found a kind of peace in the silence and solitude. I find that speaking actually fatigues me as of late. It's hard to find the energy to do anything, but talking is a special ( Read more... )

So it's been half a year and only two posts. Wow, I didn't expect that my recovery period would take this long. Good things come to those who wait, I suppose. And yet I am reminded of another maxim, that "All good things must come to an end." I'll touch upon that in a moment. For around 17 months I have been on a regime of medication to treat ( Read more... )

 http://www.weirdasianews.com/2007/11/18/hindu-goddess-born-with-4-legs-and-4-arms/

This child will never want for anything, damn... I wonder what it would be like to be worsihpped by everyone in your tri-village area.

...

You should all worship me so I can find out. :-p 

I no longer wish to be king. I wish to be nomad. 

Yesterday, evening, headache, sore throat, sore eyes, building into overall joint pain and stiffness. All symptoms increase in severity. Night filled with fits of waking, intense snoring, enough to stop my breathing. Will have to sleep sitting up. Muscle soreness has marked improvement overnight, all other symptoms remain present, including fever. ( Read more... )

The chest pains and heart problems spiked this week. I've spent this entire day in pain and fatigued. Yesterday was only a little better than today. I know I made plans with a lot of people, but I hope you understand. Thokk, I hope you'll forgive me for ducking out on our plans, but I was desperate. It hurts so bad now. It feels like a cold knife ( Read more... )

"The robbed that smiles steals something from the thief." - William Shakespeare

 A campaign setting by S2.

Unfortunately I wasn't able to get the mass e-mail finished tonight, but I do have some fun points to share with everyone. Expect a mass e-mail about it by Monday.

*100 named NPCs!
*Full color images of every NPC!
*Only ONE character class!
*Customizable character class!
*Talent Points!
*Better weapon GROUP proficiencies!
* ( Read more... )

 I figured out what it is that's stopping me from feeling fulfilled in my life. I know what's stopping me from feeling happy or doing things that I love. I found my secret nemesis, and there's nothing I can do to fix it. I'll be like this forever, and it's what I want. I want to be this way because the alternative is unbearable. At least now I can ( Read more... )