Every time I think everything is okay it goes right back to shit. Fuck you all if you can't tell I'm ill and need help.

Shaved my head again. Pretty sure it's going to be permanent for my head. Yeah, that's my update after so long. I mean, for shit's sake, I still have the Dracien image up as my profile. I guess I only came here because of nostalgia. Looking for a place to gush my feelings where no one will really care or remember. Fuck it...

I shaved my head.

Good fucking riddance. Happy fucking New Year.

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Last week my doctor received my blood work. The office called me in the morning and asked me to come in for an emergency visit. I wasn't thrilled and had plans for the week already, so I tried to schedule for the next Monday. My doctor got on the phone personally. He tells me I don't have until Monday. I asked him if we were talking death. We were ( Read more... )

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Doctor's orders again, confined to my chair every three days so dizzy I can't walk. Not supposed to have any contact with people for between one to three months until my therapy can resume. I'm on drug withdrawals -- medical, not recreational. I'm 100% clean of illegal substances. Its the paroxetine. There was a conspiracy with GlaxoSmithKline over ( Read more... )

The smallest act of kindness is worth more than the grandest intention. -Oscar Wilde

The University of Florida has successfully regrown retinal tissue using stem cells! And they are able to harvest them from your own bone marrow, so there is no threat of rejection and no need to use embryo cells!!! They even program the cells with drug therapy now instead of gene therapy! My cure is finally within sight!!! Only a matter of years, ( Read more... )