I have an ache ( Read more... )

I've moved. Jumped ship.

Follow me. Or not. whatevs.

Disappointment and anger still a main theme. If you can't fix it, i'd rather you leave me alone.

My number one feeling: unexplainable anger and bitter disappointment.

Perhaps what I'm hoping for, I will never get.

So I give up.

Lately I find that there are times where I really cannot recognize myself. I’ve never been so angry, or so upset and small matters that usually won’t bother me suddenly seem so huge and difficult to forget ( Read more... )

Maybe one day you'll notice,
maybe you won't;
how hard I try to be the bigger person
When I'm all rage-y inside.

The thing is, I don't blame you.

I just wish you made a few different choices.

Me: What I don't get is how quickly she changed her mind about dragons, in just one dragonride that he brought her on.

Nuha: It was an amazing dragonride!

Me: No way, no dragonride can be that amazing.

Nuha: HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN ON A DRAGON?! You are so jaded!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

There are things in life that are so unexpected, no matter how much you think about it, how much you prepare, it will just leave you speechless ( Read more... )

Sometimes there’s this thing that happens where you really invest a lot. Teaching and being patient.

But then someone else gets to cash in on your effort. Especially that someone, you know ( Read more... )