....was another "Jason Dream" night. He spoke this time....usually he doesn't He had only spoken once before, and that was shortly after Sept. 11th. I'm a little fuzzy on the details today, because it has been so long since I've had a dream with him in it....it sort of surprised me and I guess I wasn't paying much attention in my subconscious. ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Jason...I miss you.

....since Jason showed up in my dream again. Last night, we were back in Trinity. There was some kind of party going on with the seniors and it seemed like we were running a muck and there were water balloons involved. When I noticed he was around, we were on the bus going home. I was talking to him on my cellphone and he was sitting in the seat ( Read more... )

....since I posted and since Jason popped into my dream. I snuck into Trinity and went to Jason's locker. His books were still in it and I found a composition notebook that he kept as a journal and I took it into one of the bathrooms, locked myself in, and started to read it. I was halfway through the first entry when I hear someone outside. It ( Read more... )

Jason was in my dream again last night....it's so odd how I just glanced at his picture in the office early this morning and then instantaneously remembered the dream. He was sitting in a chair and I came up behind him and rubbed his back to get his attention and leaned down and hugged him. He was watching tv about an anniversary of September ( Read more... )

I truly believe that dreams can be enlightening....in more ways than one. Some might say that your dreams are for communication between you and those you've lost. I tend to agree with this theory...or maybe it's just wishful thinking. Either way, visiting with someone who you love or loved - even for a short time - to me, is a great thing ( Read more... )

So, my 36th birthday has come and gone. Uneventful as usual. I know we just came back from Florida, but can I have just a little bit of surprise or excitement? I got what I asked for....so no shock there. Season 3 of Grey's Anatomy..yeah! But at the same time.....BOO! I even cooked for myself. My 7th anniversary is the 30th....I guess I'll have ( Read more... )

So, I thought it would be a good idea - since September 11th is almost upon us again - that I jot down a few things about that day. I would post it on the anniversary - to make it a bit more poignant, but I will be away from my computer and at the "Happiest Place on Earth"....and I'm hoping that even on 9/11/07 this phrase will still be true ( Read more... )

So, I decided last night that this would be the day I finish JKR's last installment. I didn't want to wait any longer to see what happened and I especially didn't want to be out somewhere and overhear someone talking about it. Did I want to take my time and savor it? Sure! But the reality is there are idiots in this world who just suck and I ( Read more... )

You know when it rains it freakin' pours....literally. Try to do a nice thing for Andrew's family and attend a funeral mass this morning before I have to head into work at 1:30....and of course it didn't work out as I had hoped. Besides the obvious down pour that is happening this morning...I rushed to get ready for work, we took Keara to the ( Read more... )