My father passed away this morning, at 4:27 a.m. It was very difficult watching him decline into death. I don't really have much to say besides that.

I haven't updated in forever. Many things have happened ( Read more... )

Guilt sucks. Sometimes it is a completely pointless emotion to possess. I do think I should feel guilty that I haven't called my Dad in over a year... Kyle says he is "deteriorating" and that he won't last too much longer. Sucky to say, but it spurs me into action to feel such guilt ( Read more... )

I won't make this a long post, as I have had a persistent headache since last night, not sure what's causing it. Too many cigarettes? Too little? What a fine balance must be struck for the truly addicted nicotine fiend. Unfortunately, no pain killers to be found. I just got done mostly cooking dinner for tonight; I know it sounds strange for me to ( Read more... )

I was able to get in touch with my friend Missi again, which is good because the last time she called I was sleeping and don't really remember the conversation. To date, most of my female friends have babies. I was shocked when it was just a handful of girls when I was in high school, and irritated that they couldn't get babysitters; now it's so ( Read more... )

The party was fun, for the most part. We went out to Pott 2, had a nice bonfire going, had some food, and lots of alcohol, sitting around talking, what have you. Four cars show up, one of them with the keg. Next thing you know, these two fucking rangers walk up, doing the whole good cop bad cop routine, and we have to dump all of our alcohol, with ( Read more... )

My cell phone got smashed... the screen is now technicolor pretty, but useless. So, you can still call and leave voice messages, but no texts as I will probably never receive them.

I have an interview for Auth Florence tomorrow. Sources indicate that if I have the interview that I am hired as long as I can pass the drug test, which is no problem, as I pretty much don't take drugs. I don't feel it's a big rush to get a job, but I guess if it's going to pretty much fall in my lap, that's ok. I don't really like being broke, but ( Read more... )

I have the strangest dreams ever. I had a dream that I was in this house with this girl and a cute guy. I was making out with the cute guy, and then a greyish-brown fetus falls out of the girl, and needless to say that disturbed me and interrupted my makeout session. The girl was nonchalant about it, was kinda like, "huh, I didn't even know I was ( Read more... )

Here is the update I promised a week ago. I will start with my description of my trip to Pittsburg and continue with whats happened since ( Read more... )