I'm not so sure I'll live through this ( Read more... )

There are things that no one understands. There are things that I can't talk about out loud. There are things I hope nobody notices. Because, in the end, it always comes down to [me] you and what [I]you think ( Read more... )

It's funny the things that I choose to bite my lip to pieces over. Contact problems that aren't your fault. There's just so much going wrong right now. And language just doesn't stretch enough sometimes for me to say what I mean. But I do mean what I say, even if it isn't true sometimes.

ABK 5538. Who is that? I should be sleeping, but I'd rather ( Read more... )

So...There are plenty of things up in the air right now. And then there are a lot of things sort of crashing down at record speeds. Like walking through a war zone at my house, pass through one battle and the next and the next just trying to get a glass of water.

I keep having odd dreams of nakedness and unusual people in unusual places. And last ( Read more... )

TEN RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME ( Read more... )

Allow me to step back and think on this a moment. Please ( Read more... )

It's funny how much swiss cheese and I have in common. The pale color, the abundance of holes, the lack of filler.

Oh my, I'd forgotten how much this part of friendship hurts. The secrets let wild, the hearsay, the end. I'd forgotten how much it hurts to be alone. Again.

I hope I choke and die. Soon.

It's natural to judge, but it's not natural to hate everyone, you bitches ( Read more... )

I'm shaking and tired and lonely and...and...I don't even know. Unhappy, perhaps? There are so many things that hurt. Physically and mentally. Sunburn. Boyfriends. Inadequacy. Space Distance Love. Migraine. Stomach ache. Itchiness. Blurry vision. Double, blurry vision. Ovaries. And, oh, boyfriend ( Read more... )

I miss the way things used to be ( Read more... )