holy shit today was a long ass day. 10-2 at my first job...then 3-11 at my second job. its fuckin nuts. but really its not all that bad. like im not even all that tired and ive been up since 8. later im going to arbys with paul and chad and some other ppls from ATI. yea there isnt much to do at night other then go to arbys...or get stoned and drive ( Read more... )

so i got that second job at ATI...(aurora telemarketing Inc.). and its not bad at all. its really laid back and the pay is good...so im happy with it. i got my first paycheck from my other job 97$ which isnt bad for part time out here...esp cause im only making 5.50$ an hour there. and im feeling a lot better too...no more mono! yay. crap and im ( Read more... )

so i applied for a second job yesterday at a telemarketing service. but dont worry in not gonna actually be one of those annoying ppl who call your house at the worst possiable times im gonna be working on inbound projects...reciveing calls...that is if i get the job. im still working at expressions but it doesnt pay good and i get very few hours. ( Read more... )

so its really not all the bad out here. i do miss being able to go and hang out with friends almost whenever i wanted but ill live i guess. im still waiting on word from mcdonalds i applied there cause i really need to jobs. but yea nebraska isnt all that bad. im getting used to it. yesterday it stormed and rained so much i could have gone ( Read more... )

so yea now i really know y i didnt want to live in LI...god damn...hes an asshole. yea i leave tomorrow and he cant even take the time off the drive me to the fuckin airport. the lazy bastard hasent worked all summer and then the one day that he should fuckin be there he cant. oh and get this he told me that if i came to the first game he had to ( Read more... )

wow yesterday was awsome...i havent been that happy in a long time. im so glad things arent weird really...its deff a good feeling. yesterday went to the beach and tumbleweeds and DQ and johns house and ashelys house and taco bell. yea it was fun. it was so beautiful at the beach i love it...and the conversation...a lot of things that needed to get ( Read more... )

i havent been on here in a while...havent really had the time. anyways were back from tour...it was pretty awsome...everyone in canada is fuckin hott!!! damn...esp those dudes runnin around with blue mowhawks haha! umm yea so im still staying at cassies place...7 days left to go till im out of here. its kinda sad...mostly cause i have so many ( Read more... )

shes been stripped from her thoughts ( Read more... )

omfg i hate this...like fuckin out of no where getting all depressed and shit. like ive been thinking way to much lately. but the feeling you get at night when you realise you dont really have a home sux major balls. and then you start to think even more. and you realize that all day you basically freeloaded off ppl all day. and then the icing on ( Read more... )

If I'm alive ( Read more... )