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Life
I wish I had the energy and will to cleanse my computer and accounts of all my porn to end it all so that’s not anything my family ever has to find hahaha. Oh I’m a home owner now. Life is over just letting autopilot take over with minimal supervision. I wonder if this is how smart cars will function -
life v2.0
It's funny reading my past entries, I sound so melodramatic. But I guess that's how I was feeling at the moment. I have really good happy days, and really bad days, and some just in between gray days. I blame this all on my 'major depressive disorder' and on the fact that the medication I took has left me permanently fucked. But isn't this just ( Read more... ) -
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lonely -
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Beginning to realize my life has gone to shit ( Read more... ) -
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ive always disliked pathetic people with 'a need' to associate themselves people they don't even know just to feel important. -
Foodz
11/30 weight: 175.00
9:30am - Serving of Mini Wheats cereal 240 calories
1:10pm - Granola Bar 90 calories
4:10pm - half portion of HEB Sweet and Sour Chicken ???400 at most???
7:30pm - Granola Bar 90 calories
10:30PM - Hotdog 80 calories
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gahhh
It's been a shitty past two days of awkwardness, I just can't help but just feel sad and moody when I think about just his lack of care and thought about me. It's just even that much more frustrating because obviously he knows I'm not talking to him yet he doesn't try to ask what's wrong or apologize for anything and I just can't put up with it SOO -
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Semester is coming to an end. I hate all these pointless assignments :/
poem book*** -
zxd
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beans
So I've been attempting to diet. I wouldn't really call it dieting, but I've just lowered my food intake completeeeely. So basically my diet has been 3 corn tortilla bean tacos in teh morning, 3 or 2 late afternoon/night. I've decided to use corn tortillas because they have less calories than bread. What kills me though, is that I don't know if it' ( Read more... )