Days like yesterday are wonderful. They make me feel like I'm a normal teenager. I had a fantastic normal-teen saturday nite; I had a normal-teen annoying tutoring session in the morning; I watched the Pats game like a normal teenager; I had SEVERAL normal-teen "OMG I think about you all the time but can't say it because it sounds too dorky" ( Read more... )

It's been a while. I promise it won't be too long. I just feel full of emtion ten times over right now, and I wanted to write some of it down. My summer has been a complete waste of time, except the trip to wonderful Londres. That was fun. Otherwise, though, I might as well have slept for the past two months or so. I didn't get as much work done as ( Read more... )

I'm interested to know who the hell I think I am. I may just be an idiot, and my summer could be a complete waste of time. Or I could be much better at life than I have ever suspected ( Read more... )

I'm tired, but I hate sleeping. It feels too much like a waste of time. I just want to live a little. That would make me happy. Show this weekend should be fun. I'm worried, though, about a buncha things. Such as the show, my classes for next year, figuring out parking shit (i hate dealing with asst. principals ( Read more... )

I have pneumonia. This is incredibly sucky. The past two nights, i've had to go into the emergency room at 1am and 3am, respectively. I'm not feeling very well ( Read more... )

I know I've been a big drag lately, and I'm sorry about that, but I'm dreading this week more than I can say. I guess the truth is that I'm scared. I want to believe that I'm going to be ok, but no matter how many people tell me I'll be fine, or how many people try to speak words of wisdom, I know that in reality, none of them knows what they're ( Read more... )

I'm about to enter what may fairly be described as the worst (or near enough anyway) week of my life. I think I lost my iPod. I have countless homework assignments to make up for third term, because my body and I both suck at living. I have rehearsals all next week. I have my second (and more important) director's interview next wednesday. I return ( Read more... )

There's no way anything is worth worrying this much about. But it's just so easy. I want it to continue, but I hate the worrying. Ah, whatever. In the words of the Stones, "You can't always get what you want." I guess that's not really applicable, considering I have pretty much what I want, I'm just a whiner. Whatever. Bleh.

I'm out,
BMB

I'm basically the most bored thing in the world. You know bored Ben Stein's voice sounds? Almost equivalent to how I'm feeling right now. I am Ben Stein's voice incarnate ( Read more... )

Looking forward to vacation? A little. I've got work to do. I'm trying to decide whether I should do Weston Drama Workshop this summer. They're doing Twelfth Night, which is awesome. My cousin is doing it. Might be fun to do with her. Perhaps I'll get some north people to do it too ( Read more... )